Losing someone you love



My amazing grandad. Alexander Davidson



Im not going to act like its easy. Its awful. Having someone you loved just removed from your life without any way of getting them back. I lost two important people this year. One told me to follow my dreams , he inspired me to throw everything i have into music and doing things i love. He always listened to me sing and play songs that i wrote and bourght me one of my first guitars. He laughed when i did and sung along to the old music i played for him. My grandad was a amazing person with a heart of gold. Always helping me find what i was looking for. Buying me little gifts here and there. I will always remember all the holidays we had together. With my Grandads love for music i wrote a song and sang and played it at his funeral day. It made me feel like I was really with him and i know that he will always be here guiding me and looking out for me. Its been a hard few months without him. Just picking my guitar up feels like a stab in the heart. But i keep on going for him. One day there will be a point in my music and people will know and listen to how amazing he was !. iNothing will explain how much he meant to me. My best friend. I love you to the moon and back :* .



Past

Been through a hell of alot this year.

Full of gcses , alevels , college arggg the list goes on.

Ive had to say good bye to my grandad. Such a honest to god inspiration , he was truly amazing and my hero. No words can describe how much i miss him now. Hes inpired me to do so so much and im now here writing this with news of my songs :). Ive also had to say a hard goodbye to one of my friends . Rip shannon. You shall always be in my heart you gorgeous babe. But theres been ups and downs. My mum battled an illness and is growing stronger day by day. Love you mama.  I started and ended a relationship, I got accepted into 4 collgeges , got a job in the music industry and started also my driving, so so much has happened i cant even begin to explain. I hardley came on here due to alot of stresses and appointments this year. Tweet tweet. @amberrhinos :* ask @amberrhinos

Hope youve all had some good memories this year ! :*

I'm scared

I've had you a month.
It feels like a life time.
It means to be forever.

I can't be without you.
I don't want to be either.
I can't breath without you.

Nights pass by.
I look you in the eye.
I love you.

I'm scared to lose you.

Long time 2013 - things i forgot to say

I just wanted to say that i've been gone for a while now because of buisy scheduals over the new year and late last year but im back and will publish more intent issues not only what over the summer has come to :*